Seeing & Feeling

I’m 21 weeks currently, it’s honestly hard to believe. I’m still not showing probably due to my retroverted uterus and I still have zero symptoms. I honestly don’t think I would believe I was pregnant had it not been for our specific situation. I have started to feel little movements and kicks, that started around 19 weeks and it is very cool and reassuring. He seems to be most active at night. Sometimes if I tap on my belly I can even get him to react. We also had our 20 week anatomy scan last week to see how he was doing. Eric was finally allowed to go, for me that was the best part. We finally got to experience something together and it was seeing our baby boy for the first time where he actually looked like a baby and it just a blob on the screen. Of course he wouldn’t cooperate and the tech couldn’t get everything that she needed so we get to go back next week. No complaints from us! I want to see his little face and profile! We are slowly starting to collect things and work on the nursery. With coronavirus still causing problems we have decided not to have a traditional baby shower and instead have opted for a Welcome to the World party in 2021. Right now I’m mostly focusing on getting the house clean, organized and getting rid of anything that we just don’t need anymore! I have a good pile waiting to be donated, 3 garbage bags of clothes for the homeless shelter and I’ve sold some things on Facebook Marketplace too. It feels so good decluttering and getting rid of stuff! Well I suppose this is all for now, will update again soon!